Friday, July 27, 2012
this strange life of ours
Last week Syd and T were at the Walters family reunion. I got to have them home with me most of yesterday and today, and then tomorrow they are off again with their daddy to go see Nana & Papa.
Will that ever seem normal to me?
It really is so strange to send my little babies away for what seems like such a long time.
It is so strange to have them gone and not know what they are doing all day.
So strange...will it ever seem normal I wonder?
But, they are loved,
they are happy,
and this is our life.
But that doesn't mean I won't miss them with my entire heart,
& long to hold them until they are once again home with me...
asking me a million questions a minute,
fighting with each other,
or being each others best friends...
...refusing to eat their dinner until I ask them for what seems like the 100th time,
and everything else...
When the noise is gone,
there is always a hole in my heart,
& a longing for my little children,
that fill up the part of me that I love so, so much.
Posted by Rebecca at Friday, July 27, 2012